So I recently took a chance to collaborate with a writer that I find so inspirational and a huge influencer, Harpreet M Dayal – in which I worked into her words and produced a piece that still to this day since I’ve first read it, cuts deeper than you could possibly imagine.
I recently endured a heartbreak, it may have been a little apparent on my personal instagram account – it was something that threw me off completely. From coming out of a bad situation together, moving forward and bringing myself onto a higher level – spiritually, mentally and emotionally, this made me crash. And reading these words brought it home, literally. These words cut deep.
It isn’t something I’ve actually spoken about on my social media, but I guess my blog is a lot more personal than my instagram sometimes, I guess thats a bit of a beauty about it, I know theres only a few selective readers on here who really do know me personally. It’s been challenging, it truly has, and it’s also taught me a lot about myself too, and how to begin self loving again when you’ve actually never been able to do it in the first place.
Truth be told, this is the first time in maybe 3-4 years that I’ve been single, and staying single for a while too. Of course we’ve had the discussion of rekindling, but the time isn’t right yet, and who knows what happens in the future (I hate admitting and knowing myself that it’s true), but that’s currently me at the moment. It hasn’t been easy, but I suppose a break up never is really. We’re still really good friends and can speak to each other the same with the same levels of trust and confidence and belief in one another, but I guess that love takes a while to fade.
But it’s true a lot of what you read about heartbreak, it teaches you more about you than you ever knew before. It forces you to rely on you, to make you think of yourself first, to learn how to make final decisions with the immediate others opinion, or their support and comfort. It teaches you to be strong in your weakest moments, teaches you to still keep your heart open even when you want to close it off from the whole world, makes you believe everything truly does happen for a reason and the universe will work in your favour and only send to you what you attract through thoughts and speech for you to progress to the next level.
It’s painful, and draining, and those words still cut deep knowing I still care, I still love, I still want and crave those comforts because they became home.
If you haven’t already please check out Harpreet on social media or across google – her words are beyond beautiful and are seriously some food for thought. She’s one of the nicest people I’ve had the pleasure of getting to know, but she keeps it humble – the one thing I hold a lot of respect for to people in this world nowadays.